For my own reasons.

Lee Zhi Wei
A typical ADHD teenager.
Infocommer (Photographer)
Exco Head of Managements (2010-2011)
Nan Hua High School
Class 110/08 210/09 310/10 410/11

For your mindless spammings. (:

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February 2011
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011

Monday, May 23, 2011 ,

7:52 AM

Baton Pass! (NOT POKEMON ATTACK LOL.)

@Jerlyn: ERR, YEAH LA. LOL. We were like damn scared that time. ><

@Jerlyn: OMG. YOU LAGGER! ITS ME LA! HAHAHA. Must be look too fat no one knows its me. LOL.

@Bingquan: HELL YEAH! LOL. I bet we owned the test. <3 Thats why we are in Infocomm. :P

@Yorksun: LOL. SORRY! LONGER POST THIS TIME! I was in BB since sec 1 and i quit at sec 2 halfway. :D I got 2 cca points still from BB. HAHAHA.

@Lihui: INFOCOMM IS AN AWESHUM CCA THAT DOES NOT SCREW UP ANYMORE. :D

Whens the last time I posted? O: NO IDEA. HEHE. ORD was awesome. (: Never thought that it could be so fun. I also realised something! Infocomm ORD is only fun when you are the one organizing it, or the one graduating from it! Wow, it was an extremely awesome day. IM TOTALY SPEECHLESS! HAHA!

Thanks for the cards, the key chains, the little gifts. AND OH GOOD LORD MY PICTURE. D:

Juniors, you are awesome. <3 Sec 1s, 2s, 3s. ALL HAD PRESENTS FOR US. THANK YOU FOR BEING THIS AWESOME. I REALLY REALLY APPRECIATED IT!

Yewshen! He lost the bet to Lisa! Everyone expected her to cry! She didn't. LOL.

Dinner! Another awesome thing! Seniors and Juniors! HAHA. AWESOME DAY. NUFF' SAID!

NIGAHIGA.

Thursday, April 28, 2011 ,

6:39 AM

Memories of the past

@Yorksun: Heh, fighting! (:

@Jerlyn: Headphones. LOL. YEAH. YOU GUYS WERE LIKE EVERYWHERE. O:

@Howard: GEEGEE. MY ONE DOLLARRR. D: I WILL WIN BACK ONE. WAIT AH YOU.

So...it finally came. The last day of Infocomm for the sec 4s. ): Urgh, will miss this place. Alot. I wonder what will I do for wednesdays and thursdays now. Kinda nothing to look forward to anymore. :/ Ahhh. Oh well... good things have to come to an end, doesn't it? D:

It just got me thinking for awhile. For the past 4 years that I had in Infocomm, I have just become more and more attached to it. Until it reaches a point where everything seems to revolve just around the club.

And I would not be able to let go.

Everything seemed to come to me at this point. The past I had with this club. Secondary One, I was probably the most inactive member of the CCA. Due to my 2nd cca Boys Brigade. No one knew about me, almost everyone thought I never existed. LOL. It was always funny when the seniors ask, "Eh? New one ah?" I could still picture it in my head, the different group of people from my batch. All at different corners of the room. Never ever socializing with one another. Bing Quan and me at the corner with Daniel and sometimes Yew Shen. Weird somehow. In the end, we are probably the most united batch. Secondary One, ended with me spinning all over the place.

Secondary Two, I remembered clearly. The first competition for that year, Alice in Action. A competition where I got thrown to the Sec 1s by Ms Candy Goh. The two slackers made me finish the whole thing almost by myself. *Cough* Jerlyn and Xin Yun. *cough* LOL. Eveline's batch only realized my existence at the 2nd half of the year. I have no freaking idea how. ._.

Secondary Three, the year which I missed the most. The year which I wanted to go back to. Odyssey 2010! THE HELL WITH THAT. HAHA. Barber, Scholar and Binggie and me were sadly selected to go for the exhibition. Gawd. LOL. Infocomm Exco 2010. Another happy and at the same time sad thing. I would never forget the day, where I got crushed completely by Chiang. Saying that I am not suitable to be in EXCO and refusing to give me an interview. I would never forget that day. I am grateful for my batchmates and seniors from Eveline's batch for debating with Chiang for my interview. I was actually happy that there is actually some people that valued my existence in the CCA.

Secondary Four, actually fearing for today to come. twentyfour11 video competition. Interview of the Secondary 3 juniors. Putting the juniors to be ICs for events. It actually signified that our days in Infocomm is slowly limiting.

The rest of the days in exco was awesome. I made new friends, became closer to my batch mates. And most importantly, we changed the mindset of others on Infocomm. As I could remember clearly, my main objective was to make the other people think that Infocomm, is not a CCA "that always screw up".

Monday, April 4, 2011 ,

8:05 AM

A new chapter.

@Jerlyn: Heh, this time not emo post le bah! O: Thanks! I those days feel damn crap only. (:

@Lihui: Double posted! O: I will, thanks alot! Afterall, its me, not my parents!

@Christabel: Hey. (: Thanks Christabel!

I got my new headphones! :D Yaye, the hell with the earpieces! Those who know me well, I can't survive long without music. Audio Tehcnica! ^^ ATH-SJ33.

Have not posted anything for a long long time. So many things has happened, good and bad. To me, I find that good things exist to make one forget about the bad things happening to him or her. I treat my CCA as one of my top priorities in my life. I dare not even think how life would be like after we step down. When I am in Infocomm, I forget about everything. In a sense, I feel like being busy with the clubs stuff also help me take my mind away of such things. (Heh, I feel like im writing an emotional compo here.)

During this week, probably the most important thing I can remember is the interview for the new batch of EXCO members. I could remember every single detail, the set-up. The question planning. Meetings during recess. I still remembered us trying to look out for sec 3s all over the canteen. Hahaha. ^^. Sadly, this also shows that the number of days left in Infocomm for us is getting lesser and lesser. I wonder if the other members feel this way too. A particular someone owes me 10 dollars btw. ^^ *cough*

I have changed the music on my blog too. The song made me felt relaxed and sad, and in a way, I felt hope as the song proceeds on.

Labels: RANDOM.

Friday, March 25, 2011 ,

8:12 AM

Rebuttal.

@Lihui: ): Its just sad you had cca on that day eh?

Hey, I am a human. I have my pride, you don't have to go on and on with you nonsense about ME not getting good results for anything. If you are trying some method to trigger me into studying, you are seriously mistaken. The only thing you all are doing now is crushing the very little pride I have left. I know myself better then any of you all. I hate studying. I really despised studying. And what am I doing? Studying. All because this bullshit family have so many doctors and lawyers and whatever bullshit specialist. All because their sons and daughters all have no lives, studying all day long. Sorry, I have ADHD. I lose focus on things I have no interest in easily. Do they have ADHD? No.

Oh, and you go on. How I was still in par with my cousins when I was in primary school when I told you I'm different from them. You tell me I have slacked off since then. Then let me tell you. Just the opposite. In primary school, I don't do my homework, give fake contact numbers to my teachers, even played truancy once. But I can stay in par with those cousins I have, why? Primary school education to me is nothing. So, your attitude towards me changed since I entered Nan Hua. Cause I ain't like those nerds that go into RI or HCI RIGHT?

You tell me you lose face in front of relatives. You don't want to go to gatherings cos' you find that I am an embarrassment with my lousy results. You come back and whine to me how good other people are. OH LOOK, KAI EN IS GOING OVERSEAS AS A REPRESENTATIVE OF RAFFLES. OH LOOK, SHI HUI GOT As FOR ALL HER PAPERS EXCEPT CHEMISTRY FOR HER PROMOTIONAL EXAMS. You know what, I hate that. I hate that line.

Trust me, I will pull through. To show everyone I can do the unthinkable. I will get back the spirit I once had years back.

Labels: RANT.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011 ,

8:36 AM

March Camp ftw. :DD

@Weimin: I assume you are zoopzoop eh? LOL. HAHA. SUP?

@Jerlyn: LOL. Sorry la! Never mind, I will try to forget. (:

@Thomas: LOL, diam. I not gay.

Yeah, its March Camp 2011! :D

Crazy time in camp today. Though I must admit, some parts weren't as good as expected. But overall. Good job, I had loads of fun. Seniors coming back again. Crazy captains ball game. What more would I ask for? I would really dread the day we leave Infocomm.

But, I scolded a junior seriously for the first time in my 11 month on becoming Exco. Lets just say, some people have limits eh? (:

Labels: AWESOME.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011 ,

6:11 AM

Battle-scarred.

@Lihui: LOL. IDK, I FEEL DUMB HAHAHA. NVM D: .

@Jerlyn: I will. Hahaha. My post contradicting what you said. LOL.

@Howard: Sorry boss. :D You got blog last time right!

@Guest: Oo?

Sometimes, I thought that my plans would work fully out. Sometimes, I thought that I was in control of everything. Sometimes, I even thought I was infallible. I was wrong.

Things never go the way I plan out. Things never gets along the way I want it. Things always fail to happen when I do something. Sometimes, I just need a little time to chill out. But how could I? Nothing is making sense to me anymore. I hate acting happy when I am not. Why can't I just forget everything and delete everything in my memory?

I will try my best to forget. Though I am quite sure it will not be that possible. I have to move on and forget the past.

Labels: RANT.

Wednesday, March 9, 2011 ,

5:23 AM

It has been TOO long. o:

Amanda: LOL. HI, :D Yes. I have a blog! Just made last month. ^^

JunYuan: HAI FLAT TOP. AHAHA. Nah, blogger is still the best. :D >

XianCheng: Oo? WHAT THING PINK? LOL.

ZheeYong/Thomas: I can see who is who ya noe. .___. I can see each of your IP address LOL.

Hai! :D

It has been TOO long since i blogged. O: I shall post something today! :D

I STILL CAN'T FIND MY HEADPHONES. .____. ):

Today is road run! Yay. Learnt more things from orange in photography. (: Another lesson learnt! But only from scolding though. ):

ITS YANG PING'S BIRTHDAY! :DDDD

After road run, went to Jurong Point with friends to have lunch and catch a movie. Flaming Mel-dick ftw. :D I AM NUMBER FOUR. ALSO FTW! ^^

Came back home, got scolding for forgetting to tell parents I will be late to come home. .___. Ahhh, me and my stm. LOL.

It seems like a happy day today, but I somehow feel a tinge of sadness in my heart. Is it because of the receiving of results tommorow? Or is it something else...

I have lost all hope. Never expecting for you to be so fast to strike. She disappeared right before my eyes.

Labels: AWESOME.


Me. Lee Zhi Wei A typical ADHD teenager. Infocommer (Photographer) Exco Head of Managements (2010-2011) Nan Hua High School Class 110/08 210/09 310/10 410/11 Tell me. For your mindless spammings. (: <a href="http://www.shoutmix.com/?soulpurifire">View shoutbox</a> ShoutMix chat widget Boombox. Simple Plan - Jet Lag Gone. February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011	Monday, May 23, 2011 , 7:52 AM Baton Pass! (NOT POKEMON ATTACK LOL.) @Jerlyn: ERR, YEAH LA. LOL. We were like damn scared that time. >< @Jerlyn: OMG. YOU LAGGER! ITS ME LA! HAHAHA. Must be look too fat no one knows its me. LOL. @Bingquan: HELL YEAH! LOL. I bet we owned the test. <3 Thats why we are in Infocomm. :P @Yorksun: LOL. SORRY! LONGER POST THIS TIME! I was in BB since sec 1 and i quit at sec 2 halfway. :D I got 2 cca points still from BB. HAHAHA. @Lihui: INFOCOMM IS AN AWESHUM CCA THAT DOES NOT SCREW UP ANYMORE. :D Whens the last time I posted? O: NO IDEA. HEHE. ORD was awesome. (: Never thought that it could be so fun. I also realised something! Infocomm ORD is only fun when you are the one organizing it, or the one graduating from it! Wow, it was an extremely awesome day. IM TOTALY SPEECHLESS! HAHA! Thanks for the cards, the key chains, the little gifts. AND OH GOOD LORD MY PICTURE. D: Juniors, you are awesome. <3 Sec 1s, 2s, 3s. ALL HAD PRESENTS FOR US. THANK YOU FOR BEING THIS AWESOME. I REALLY REALLY APPRECIATED IT! Yewshen! He lost the bet to Lisa! Everyone expected her to cry! She didn't. LOL. Dinner! Another awesome thing! Seniors and Juniors! HAHA. AWESOME DAY. NUFF' SAID! NIGAHIGA. Thursday, April 28, 2011 , 6:39 AM Memories of the past @Yorksun: Heh, fighting! (: @Jerlyn: Headphones. LOL. YEAH. YOU GUYS WERE LIKE EVERYWHERE. O: @Howard: GEEGEE. MY ONE DOLLARRR. D: I WILL WIN BACK ONE. WAIT AH YOU. So...it finally came. The last day of Infocomm for the sec 4s. ): Urgh, will miss this place. Alot. I wonder what will I do for wednesdays and thursdays now. Kinda nothing to look forward to anymore. :/ Ahhh. Oh well... good things have to come to an end, doesn't it? D: It just got me thinking for awhile. For the past 4 years that I had in Infocomm, I have just become more and more attached to it. Until it reaches a point where everything seems to revolve just around the club. And I would not be able to let go. Everything seemed to come to me at this point. The past I had with this club. Secondary One, I was probably the most inactive member of the CCA. Due to my 2nd cca Boys Brigade. No one knew about me, almost everyone thought I never existed. LOL. It was always funny when the seniors ask, "Eh? New one ah?" I could still picture it in my head, the different group of people from my batch. All at different corners of the room. Never ever socializing with one another. Bing Quan and me at the corner with Daniel and sometimes Yew Shen. Weird somehow. In the end, we are probably the most united batch. Secondary One, ended with me spinning all over the place. Secondary Two, I remembered clearly. The first competition for that year, Alice in Action. A competition where I got thrown to the Sec 1s by Ms Candy Goh. The two slackers made me finish the whole thing almost by myself. Cough Jerlyn and Xin Yun. cough LOL. Eveline's batch only realized my existence at the 2nd half of the year. I have no freaking idea how. ._. Secondary Three, the year which I missed the most. The year which I wanted to go back to. Odyssey 2010! THE HELL WITH THAT. HAHA. Barber, Scholar and Binggie and me were sadly selected to go for the exhibition. Gawd. LOL. Infocomm Exco 2010. Another happy and at the same time sad thing. I would never forget the day, where I got crushed completely by Chiang. Saying that I am not suitable to be in EXCO and refusing to give me an interview. I would never forget that day. I am grateful for my batchmates and seniors from Eveline's batch for debating with Chiang for my interview. I was actually happy that there is actually some people that valued my existence in the CCA. Secondary Four, actually fearing for today to come. twentyfour11 video competition. Interview of the Secondary 3 juniors. Putting the juniors to be ICs for events. It actually signified that our days in Infocomm is slowly limiting. The rest of the days in exco was awesome. I made new friends, became closer to my batch mates. And most importantly, we changed the mindset of others on Infocomm. As I could remember clearly, my main objective was to make the other people think that Infocomm, is not a CCA "that always screw up". Monday, April 4, 2011 , 8:05 AM A new chapter. @Jerlyn: Heh, this time not emo post le bah! O: Thanks! I those days feel damn crap only. (: @Lihui: Double posted! O: I will, thanks alot! Afterall, its me, not my parents! @Christabel: Hey. (: Thanks Christabel! I got my new headphones! :D Yaye, the hell with the earpieces! Those who know me well, I can't survive long without music. Audio Tehcnica! ^^ ATH-SJ33. Have not posted anything for a long long time. So many things has happened, good and bad. To me, I find that good things exist to make one forget about the bad things happening to him or her. I treat my CCA as one of my top priorities in my life. I dare not even think how life would be like after we step down. When I am in Infocomm, I forget about everything. In a sense, I feel like being busy with the clubs stuff also help me take my mind away of such things. (Heh, I feel like im writing an emotional compo here.) During this week, probably the most important thing I can remember is the interview for the new batch of EXCO members. I could remember every single detail, the set-up. The question planning. Meetings during recess. I still remembered us trying to look out for sec 3s all over the canteen. Hahaha. ^^. Sadly, this also shows that the number of days left in Infocomm for us is getting lesser and lesser. I wonder if the other members feel this way too. A particular someone owes me 10 dollars btw. ^^ cough I have changed the music on my blog too. The song made me felt relaxed and sad, and in a way, I felt hope as the song proceeds on. Labels: RANDOM. Friday, March 25, 2011 , 8:12 AM Rebuttal. @Lihui: ): Its just sad you had cca on that day eh? Hey, I am a human. I have my pride, you don't have to go on and on with you nonsense about ME not getting good results for anything. If you are trying some method to trigger me into studying, you are seriously mistaken. The only thing you all are doing now is crushing the very little pride I have left. I know myself better then any of you all. I hate studying. I really despised studying. And what am I doing? Studying. All because this bullshit family have so many doctors and lawyers and whatever bullshit specialist. All because their sons and daughters all have no lives, studying all day long. Sorry, I have ADHD. I lose focus on things I have no interest in easily. Do they have ADHD? No. Oh, and you go on. How I was still in par with my cousins when I was in primary school when I told you I'm different from them. You tell me I have slacked off since then. Then let me tell you. Just the opposite. In primary school, I don't do my homework, give fake contact numbers to my teachers, even played truancy once. But I can stay in par with those cousins I have, why? Primary school education to me is nothing. So, your attitude towards me changed since I entered Nan Hua. Cause I ain't like those nerds that go into RI or HCI RIGHT? You tell me you lose face in front of relatives. You don't want to go to gatherings cos' you find that I am an embarrassment with my lousy results. You come back and whine to me how good other people are. OH LOOK, KAI EN IS GOING OVERSEAS AS A REPRESENTATIVE OF RAFFLES. OH LOOK, SHI HUI GOT As FOR ALL HER PAPERS EXCEPT CHEMISTRY FOR HER PROMOTIONAL EXAMS. You know what, I hate that. I hate that line. Trust me, I will pull through. To show everyone I can do the unthinkable. I will get back the spirit I once had years back. Labels: RANT. Wednesday, March 16, 2011 , 8:36 AM March Camp ftw. :DD @Weimin: I assume you are zoopzoop eh? LOL. HAHA. SUP? @Jerlyn: LOL. Sorry la! Never mind, I will try to forget. (: @Thomas: LOL, diam. I not gay. Yeah, its March Camp 2011! :D Crazy time in camp today. Though I must admit, some parts weren't as good as expected. But overall. Good job, I had loads of fun. Seniors coming back again. Crazy captains ball game. What more would I ask for? I would really dread the day we leave Infocomm. But, I scolded a junior seriously for the first time in my 11 month on becoming Exco. Lets just say, some people have limits eh? (: Labels: AWESOME. Tuesday, March 15, 2011 , 6:11 AM Battle-scarred. @Lihui: LOL. IDK, I FEEL DUMB HAHAHA. NVM D: . @Jerlyn: I will. Hahaha. My post contradicting what you said. LOL. @Howard: Sorry boss. :D You got blog last time right! @Guest: Oo? Sometimes, I thought that my plans would work fully out. Sometimes, I thought that I was in control of everything. Sometimes, I even thought I was infallible. I was wrong. Things never go the way I plan out. Things never gets along the way I want it. Things always fail to happen when I do something. Sometimes, I just need a little time to chill out. But how could I? Nothing is making sense to me anymore. I hate acting happy when I am not. Why can't I just forget everything and delete everything in my memory? I will try my best to forget. Though I am quite sure it will not be that possible. I have to move on and forget the past. Labels: RANT. Wednesday, March 9, 2011 , 5:23 AM It has been TOO long. o: Amanda: LOL. HI, :D Yes. I have a blog! Just made last month. ^^ JunYuan: HAI FLAT TOP. AHAHA. Nah, blogger is still the best. :D > XianCheng: Oo? WHAT THING PINK? LOL. ZheeYong/Thomas: I can see who is who ya noe. .___. I can see each of your IP address LOL. Hai! :D It has been TOO long since i blogged. O: I shall post something today! :D I STILL CAN'T FIND MY HEADPHONES. .____. ): Today is road run! Yay. Learnt more things from orange in photography. (: Another lesson learnt! But only from scolding though. ): ITS YANG PING'S BIRTHDAY! :DDDD After road run, went to Jurong Point with friends to have lunch and catch a movie. Flaming Mel-dick ftw. :D I AM NUMBER FOUR. ALSO FTW! ^^ Came back home, got scolding for forgetting to tell parents I will be late to come home. .___. Ahhh, me and my stm. LOL. It seems like a happy day today, but I somehow feel a tinge of sadness in my heart. Is it because of the receiving of results tommorow? Or is it something else... I have lost all hope. Never expecting for you to be so fast to strike. She disappeared right before my eyes. Labels: AWESOME.