Hey, I am a human. I have my pride, you don't have to go on and on with you nonsense about ME not getting good results for anything. If you are trying some method to trigger me into studying, you are seriously mistaken. The only thing you all are doing now is crushing the very little pride I have left. I know myself better then any of you all. I hate studying. I really despised studying. And what am I doing? Studying. All because this bullshit family have so many doctors and lawyers and whatever bullshit specialist. All because their sons and daughters all have no lives, studying all day long. Sorry, I have ADHD. I lose focus on things I have no interest in easily. Do they have ADHD? No.

Oh, and you go on. How I was still in par with my cousins when I was in primary school when I told you I'm different from them. You tell me I have slacked off since then. Then let me tell you. Just the opposite. In primary school, I don't do my homework, give fake contact numbers to my teachers, even played truancy once. But I can stay in par with those cousins I have, why? Primary school education to me is nothing. So, your attitude towards me changed since I entered Nan Hua. Cause I ain't like those nerds that go into RI or HCI RIGHT?

You tell me you lose face in front of relatives. You don't want to go to gatherings cos' you find that I am an embarrassment with my lousy results. You come back and whine to me how good other people are. OH LOOK, KAI EN IS GOING OVERSEAS AS A REPRESENTATIVE OF RAFFLES. OH LOOK, SHI HUI GOT As FOR ALL HER PAPERS EXCEPT CHEMISTRY FOR HER PROMOTIONAL EXAMS. You know what, I hate that. I hate that line.

Trust me, I will pull through. To show everyone I can do the unthinkable. I will get back the spirit I once had years back.